I have not blogged for over a month, no clue why. I think I have gotten out of the habit. I am going to try and refocus into it. It was good for me last year, no clue if it is good for me now.
Just thinking it through. I have changed. Oh I have changed. Maybe I have outgrown it, maybe not. We shall see.
Today I rejoined the gym, and went to the pool. I should not have spent the money, but it was TIME to do it. Money or not, it was time and it will take me somewhere further that I need to go.
Tired out now, but this is another thing I want to do again. I may have outgrown it. Don't know. I want to get out of the house, work on my balance and tone it all up. Get that abdomon flatter if I can. Can I?
OH YES I KNOW I CAN. and this time I am not pretending and hoping. I know what to do and how to do it.
Now it is December. A month I always find hard. I feel out of step, the holidays do not light up my life. I feel like they should but they don't. Maybe if I write some of those feelings out, I can move forward and move on.
I want to fly. I don't want to be wieghed down by those old leaden expectations.
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